Back Better than ever......ok maybe not that much better but .....a little still counts...

LOTs of good and bad thing have happened so far since the last time i blogged about unicorns....haha but wasnt that post cute though?.... and REAL!!!! lol....But whatever i choose to focus on the good stuff so ......Any ways one of the things that happened was the party on 17th October, mica's party.....!!!! she was so cute and her family's great i tell you......so yeah met a couple of people from Singapore American school.... they were awesome.....danced pretty good....well I'm just saying that cuz i cant dance..... haha....but yeah they're good judging by my standards.....so yeah manage to talk to two french guys......Domenic and Savier.....really unique dudes but yeah.....so i went early for the party.....well like at 4?....I GUESS....to prepare for it....me Zhuanny, Roseline and Mica's family prepared all the food......well i made the jello-shots with Mica's dad's help and Roseline and Zhuanny made the chocolate fondue....freaking awesome..... but it was ruined in the party cuz some stupid fucking asshole put their cigarette butt in it.....how dumb can one be?.....well i made a great improvement though...i didn't get drunk or wasted and i was well sober!!!!!!!!...... come on you guys have to give me credits for that man...i mean really......so yeah........then me and Mica grew toy boobs...hahahahahahahahaha that was rad......i mean it was a toy that she got from the Aussie country and well it was shaped like boobs but it was really really small....like not bigger than 2 inches.....so then we read the instructions to put it into warm water and wait......for a long time and ta-da!!!!!!! BOOM.....LOL....SUPER RAD..... so yeah tons still isnt said but i'm to lazy to get it down so .......i'm going to go now...........CONCLUSION:Mica's party=rad!!!!!

Unicorns do EXIST!!!!

GUYS GUYS GUYS, people of the world......unicorns do exist!!! I know that everyone's been laughing at me, thinking I'm crazy, weird, psychotic and whatever words you guys use that are similar to that.....but i finally found evidences to prove my point that unicorns do exist....after these few years of being laughed at ...its time for you to laugh at yourself for being such an asshole!!!! to not believe in this magical creature....i've done some research and got this:

The skeleton of a unicorn!

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now now, see through you own eyes.........and...and start laughing at yourself..... Folks....now i'm going to do my other reaserch to prove that U.F.O's and aliens do exist too...... so till then......

Confusion....... :) , :( or :0

Stopped blogging for a while there yeah?.....well just needed to do some catching up with my life in school and shit.....its been hard, no doubt about it...but yeah i think i'm coming up fine......Learned a lot from the experience in that place.....so yeah. Anyways, my birthday is in 7 days!!!!!!!! don't know if i should feel happy or sad........cuz i don't know if anyone's celebrating it with me....... lets just wait and see......ha ha i cant believe I'm so old already....i still feel like a little kid.....maybe cuz i act like one but oh well that's me and who is anyone to say anything about it........ right?.........
whatever......still confused....don't know if i should say yes or no.......if i say yes is it going to turn out bad?.....but if i say no.....i don't know if I'm missing out on something great or giving up a wonderful thing........where is that strength when i really need it......could use a little of it now.......its freaky how your mind plays tricks on you.....really freaky......well either way i'll still be thinking....got a huge decision to make....may take a while so......yeah......

''PROVES'' or not........

READ THE PREVIOUS FEW POSTS TO GET THE STORY, IT STARTS FROM THE TITLE ''THE ACCIDENT''.........

PICTURES TAKEN IN THE HOSPITAL

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NAME TAG ON MY RIGHT WRIST......


NEEDLE FOR THE DRIP(S)...........


ON DRIP(S), BLOOD AND FLUIDS MOVING.....


AFTER BLOOD TESTS AND SEVERAL OTHER TESTS THAT INCLUDES MORE THAN ONE NEEDLE(S).....YOU GET SOME PRETTY SERIOUS BRUISING.....

Sick and tierd of this kinda shit...

so....now they are asking me for PORVE....to prove them wrong......well, if they were true to me they will just take my word and wont ask for ''proves''.......its clear to me that they already dont trust me so there's nothing more to say..........Cuz to me friends will never no matter if its true or not, have doubts or mistrust between each other......its called loyalty.....and anyways.....they are not the persons i report or answer to, to start off....i mean well friends do tell each other stuff but come on!!! i was in sever pain!!!!! I needed rest so i thought that after i get the rest i needed then i'll talk to them....tell them EVERYTHING in DETAIL....that make sense right?....what do they expect me to do?.... talk to them straigt away and faint in the middle of the conversation...?.......does it ever get into people's thick skull?.....ever?....i was in pain when i got hurt.....i was in even more pain when i was IN the hospital......i dont think i need unessesary shit like this to make me feel more miserable.....anyways lucky some of my friends and cousins came.....they took pictures while i was there and i was really excited at first about showing them to my friends .....but now it seems like it isnt pictures of memories.......instead its for unessesary ''PROVES'' i have to make.....from now on.... i'll make my values clear to myself......'' i only trust those who have trust in me''.........

Just what I needed......Fucking shit.........

Was discharged......Was weak, pale and tired....probably still is......so when i reached home....i went straight to bed and was in bed for nearly two days......the drugs that i got from the doctor's horrible....they make you feel like shit.....well so finally was able to walk around yesterday.... and then i got this message on my phone asking if i was still in the hospital and like two miss calls.....so i messaged the person back.......was to bummed to reply in detailed and my bro was on the house phone so i counldnt call....plus my bill was high so....well, got the chance to talk online in facebook at night.... it turned out fucked up......apparently the person and her friends when to visit me in the hospital....dont know if that was true...dont want to know too.....but obviously they cant see me cuz i was already discharged.....how ironic....so they are saying im making shit up and stuff.....they said that the nurses told them they do not have any of my records...well i have no idea which hospital they went.....anyways...if i was lying...i would be in school now cuz i wouldnt have 9 days mc to cover my ass......plus only hospital give out mc's for more than a week......

In the hospital... :(

They put in a huge needle for the drip and .....it fucking hurts!!!! In hospitals....doctors are like vampires....they take blood from you....bottles after bottles....ha ha....well after they sucked out enough to satisfy them... I'm completely pale and weak...i had to be wheel- chaired to anywhere and everywhere......and soon they connected the drip....fucking shit... i had to be in diapers as i was unable to go to the toilet...... Had one of the worst sleep and woke up to a boring day.....finally i got my hands on my laptop....to make me feel better and less depressed in this fucking place..... i got two x-rays and two CT scan done now.....the x-rays are to see if i have any crack on my skull....but it turned to be negative...whoohooo....And the CT scan is to see if i have any blood clot.......after the first scan... the doctor suspected a small clot in the back part of the brain...they then told me to rest and that i have to get another scan the next morning....and so i did.....well it turned out fine and i am happy as hell.........I'll be fine i guess, besides having a major concussion....that needs quite a while to recover but the most important thing is that my life isn't in any risks or danger.....