Sick and tierd of this kinda shit...

so....now they are asking me for PORVE....to prove them wrong......well, if they were true to me they will just take my word and wont ask for ''proves''.......its clear to me that they already dont trust me so there's nothing more to say..........Cuz to me friends will never no matter if its true or not, have doubts or mistrust between each other......its called loyalty.....and anyways.....they are not the persons i report or answer to, to start off....i mean well friends do tell each other stuff but come on!!! i was in sever pain!!!!! I needed rest so i thought that after i get the rest i needed then i'll talk to them....tell them EVERYTHING in DETAIL....that make sense right?....what do they expect me to do?.... talk to them straigt away and faint in the middle of the conversation...?.......does it ever get into people's thick skull?.....ever?....i was in pain when i got hurt.....i was in even more pain when i was IN the hospital......i dont think i need unessesary shit like this to make me feel more miserable.....anyways lucky some of my friends and cousins came.....they took pictures while i was there and i was really excited at first about showing them to my friends .....but now it seems like it isnt pictures of memories.......instead its for unessesary ''PROVES'' i have to make.....from now on.... i'll make my values clear to myself......'' i only trust those who have trust in me''.........