LIFE now is such a drag....

I hate to go on like that.....I've got to wake up to reality....I cant just let my goals, my beliefs, my dreams and work slip through my fingers for no good reason......life has been a drag lately...i've got into some major problems and i've found out that all of them are linked to one another....and now no one could save me....it all depends on myself to pull me up on my two feets again, and to continue walking towards goals and dreams....i know i've got to be strong but being strong is hard......What's pushing me forward and keeping me motivated is that I've heard from people that it will be worth once you reach success.....it hit me last night that i have to start doing thing for myself and on my own now....i could no longer depend on others to back me up or keep thinking that there will always be someone who will catch me or take reaponsibilities for my actions......cus i'm no longer a kid....although part of me wish to still remain one....i'm growing up....i've got to start taking hold of my life.....moulding it.....take reaponsibilities and rely only on myself....cus what i know is that if you want something....you got to get it yourself....no one is going to be there to biring everything to you...and that you've got to start working early cuz......the early bird catches the worm.....listening to time bomb by rancid help..... especially the part when they say: "first thing you learn, you got to make it in this world alone"...... that woke me up and now.....no matter how hard i've to work....no matter how much shit i have to go through or pull through.... i'm willing to work my ass out just to get to where i wanna be in the future and to reach my goals in MY life....