Nikki G

Blogtv !?!?!?!?!?

2009-12-07T19:43:00.000-08:00

OK so i'm having loads of problems with my blogtv account. I'm not going to log in for a week, and hopefully it will resolve the problem by itself. I'm kind of pissed though, i really wanted to go live! Dang it! Anyways I've changed my email address, haha i don't know why, its been crazy i guess. Weird people have been trying to contact me and well, I've just had it and so i changed it? haha . Yeah so, a lot has been going on now, besides what i have to do in my dad's office. I've been going to the skinhead forum again after abandoning it for more than six months, haha we talk about weird things there, like what we are drinking at the moment(i answered cold milk), what pisses us off at school or work( i answered everyone and everything),what we enjoy doing(awesome stuff), what are we listening to, what are we going to have for dinner, and what food is awesome. We also rant on random thing there. Like how an 11 year old girl could be a mom! hahahahah. I've also been packing up, for those who don't know what for, and it kills you not to know, My dad sold our current house and we are shifting to a better place. So yeah! Lots of packing to do! My room is a mess now, actually the whole house is and its pretty hard to get from one place to another, kind of cool though, its like a maze and well, if i piss my mom off, its going to be difficult for her to find me! WOOT! So there you go, a little scoop of what has been going on in my life, more about web shows, FLuffee, videos of me and going live soon.

There are more sick people in the world now!

2009-12-06T21:16:00.000-08:00

So, its a Monday, again. And well, here is another week of repetition of the last, and the one before the last, and the previous one before the last two, and so on. You get the idea. Its hectic yet boring, got to help my dad in his office, but at least i get some cash out of it. I mean to be completely honest, its the only reason why I'm doing it. Anyways enough about the work i have and the things i got to do. Lets update ourselves with some wired information about what's going on in the world and how sick and stupid some people really are. Heard about the 13 year old dad? I bet most of you did, and if you didnt, what world are you in or how dead are you? Anyways being a thirteen year old dad, its really bad, but he didn't break the record for being the youngest parent. haha guess who did? OK, before i reveal her, yes she is a girl, I'm going to say this: what the hell is wrong with the world today? Is there some competition going on or something? Are there more sick and dumb people here now? Man this shit just gets better and better huh? Well OK the girl that is holding the record now for being the youngest parent gave birth on her wedding day, at the tender age of 11 years old. She meet her now husband (19 years old)when he scared off the bullies that were bulling her somewhere. Heroic? OR Retarded? hahah. So well she was impressed by what he did and fell in love with him, and well they, fucked a lot i guess. So yeah her granny started to realize how much weight shes been putting on and soon found out that it wasnt because of the burgers she ate. After giving birth to her daughter, she told the news this: now i have a new toy to play with. What the fuck is wrong with this girl, babies aren't toys! i wonder what kind of mother would she be. Anyways now after the wedding and the birth of their new child/toy, the husband my be going to prison for having sex with a minor. Well i really dont want to comment on that cause i don't know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. See if he goes to prison, he gets punished but who is going to be a father to their toy, i mean child? And if he gets let off and be able to be a father to their child, not only is he getting away with committing a crime, but it makes other guys be more daring to have sex with minors. All they have to do is make sure she gets pregnant and then marry her, and if he doesn't like her, there is always a thing called divorce. Haha okay that was a joke. Well lets just make sure we don't land ourselves in situations like this. I mean kids nowadays are really growing up fast, when i was 11, all i cared about was creating the awesomest prank to make anyone and everyone that come to my mind pissed off. I didn't even know what sex is, all i knew was how babies are made, i mean i didn't know how sperms gets in to the womb, all i thought was that if a guy kissed a girl and hug her in a certain way she'll get pregnant? I know its retarded but well that was my thinking then. At least i was kind of innocent. ;)

Holidays?

2009-12-06T02:15:00.000-08:00

So its the holidays and i haven't posted in two months. Haha just created an account at blogtv.com, and what i mean by that is, i'll probably spend more time there now and i'll probably take like forever to blog here again, (MAY NOT BE TRUE, but could happen). Blogtv is awesome, you dont have to type everything you feel like saying out, all you have to do is have a webcam, and have it connected then you could start talking your ass off. hahahahaha. Fluffee got me started. And well he is really funny and rad. And yeah you get subscribers there, which could make you famous, i think. Its like moblast, but better? hahah. OK, what else you wanna know about my life? I'm chewing gum now if that amazes you. Strawberry and kiwi flavored gum, and if you got to know, its not really my favorite flavor, i just chewed it because i cant seem to find any other flavors at my convenience. I've been watching loads and loads of prison break episodes over and over again lately, i have no idea why, maybe because i find wentworth miller (Michael Scofield) really cute!. And yeah I've been watching a lot of Fluffee videos to, what can i say, that dude cracks me up. He says things like homemade and circumcision should never be in the same sentence, hahaha and some other thing about dicks and stuff. He also said this : " I wanna get a tattoo one day, a 'W' on both my ass cheeks, so when i bend over, it says 'WOW'. " For those of you who dont get the joke, try to keep up dumbass!!!! So me and my friends have been doing researches on how to cook meth, for weirdos who dont know what that is, its a drug. So, yeah its really easy, its known to be the cheapest drug you could get because well you could get the ingredients over the counter. And if you wanna know how to make it, its pretty obvious that I AINT GOING TO TELL YOU! If you really think i was going to give you that kind of information, you really really are a retard. Anyways, Christmas is coming and i cant wait, hopefully it will be awesome. So yeah, that all i have for now, have a good day, bye.

Back Better than ever......ok maybe not that much better but .....a little still counts...

2009-10-18T17:57:00.001-07:00

LOTs of good and bad thing have happened so far since the last time i blogged about unicorns....haha but wasnt that post cute though?.... and REAL!!!! lol....But whatever i choose to focus on the good stuff so ......Any ways one of the things that happened was the party on 17th October, mica's party.....!!!! she was so cute and her family's great i tell you......so yeah met a couple of people from Singapore American school.... they were awesome.....danced pretty good....well I'm just saying that cuz i cant dance..... haha....but yeah they're good judging by my standards.....so yeah manage to talk to two french guys......Domenic and Savier.....really unique dudes but yeah.....so i went early for the party.....well like at 4?....I GUESS....to prepare for it....me Zhuanny, Roseline and Mica's family prepared all the food......well i made the jello-shots with Mica's dad's help and Roseline and Zhuanny made the chocolate fondue....freaking awesome..... but it was ruined in the party cuz some stupid fucking asshole put their cigarette butt in it.....how dumb can one be?.....well i made a great improvement though...i didn't get drunk or wasted and i was well sober!!!!!!!!...... come on you guys have to give me credits for that man...i mean really......so yeah........then me and Mica grew toy boobs...hahahahahahahahaha that was rad......i mean it was a toy that she got from the Aussie country and well it was shaped like boobs but it was really really small....like not bigger than 2 inches.....so then we read the instructions to put it into warm water and wait......for a long time and ta-da!!!!!!! BOOM.....LOL....SUPER RAD..... so yeah tons still isnt said but i'm to lazy to get it down so .......i'm going to go now...........CONCLUSION:Mica's party=rad!!!!!

Unicorns do EXIST!!!!

2009-07-24T22:43:00.000-07:00

GUYS GUYS GUYS, people of the world......unicorns do exist!!! I know that everyone's been laughing at me, thinking I'm crazy, weird, psychotic and whatever words you guys use that are similar to that.....but i finally found evidences to prove my point that unicorns do exist....after these few years of being laughed at ...its time for you to laugh at yourself for being such an asshole!!!! to not believe in this magical creature....i've done some research and got this:

The skeleton of a unicorn!

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now now, see through you own eyes.........and...and start laughing at yourself..... Folks....now i'm going to do my other reaserch to prove that U.F.O's and aliens do exist too...... so till then......

Confusion....... :) , :( or :0

2009-07-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

Stopped blogging for a while there yeah?.....well just needed to do some catching up with my life in school and shit.....its been hard, no doubt about it...but yeah i think i'm coming up fine......Learned a lot from the experience in that place.....so yeah. Anyways, my birthday is in 7 days!!!!!!!! don't know if i should feel happy or sad........cuz i don't know if anyone's celebrating it with me....... lets just wait and see......ha ha i cant believe I'm so old already....i still feel like a little kid.....maybe cuz i act like one but oh well that's me and who is anyone to say anything about it........ right?.........
whatever......still confused....don't know if i should say yes or no.......if i say yes is it going to turn out bad?.....but if i say no.....i don't know if I'm missing out on something great or giving up a wonderful thing........where is that strength when i really need it......could use a little of it now.......its freaky how your mind plays tricks on you.....really freaky......well either way i'll still be thinking....got a huge decision to make....may take a while so......yeah......

''PROVES'' or not........

2009-07-03T23:29:00.000-07:00

READ THE PREVIOUS FEW POSTS TO GET THE STORY, IT STARTS FROM THE TITLE ''THE ACCIDENT''.........

PICTURES TAKEN IN THE HOSPITAL

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NAME TAG ON MY RIGHT WRIST......

NEEDLE FOR THE DRIP(S)...........

ON DRIP(S), BLOOD AND FLUIDS MOVING.....

AFTER BLOOD TESTS AND SEVERAL OTHER TESTS THAT INCLUDES MORE THAN ONE NEEDLE(S).....YOU GET SOME PRETTY SERIOUS BRUISING.....

Sick and tierd of this kinda shit...

2009-07-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

so....now they are asking me for PORVE....to prove them wrong......well, if they were true to me they will just take my word and wont ask for ''proves''.......its clear to me that they already dont trust me so there's nothing more to say..........Cuz to me friends will never no matter if its true or not, have doubts or mistrust between each other......its called loyalty.....and anyways.....they are not the persons i report or answer to, to start off....i mean well friends do tell each other stuff but come on!!! i was in sever pain!!!!! I needed rest so i thought that after i get the rest i needed then i'll talk to them....tell them EVERYTHING in DETAIL....that make sense right?....what do they expect me to do?.... talk to them straigt away and faint in the middle of the conversation...?.......does it ever get into people's thick skull?.....ever?....i was in pain when i got hurt.....i was in even more pain when i was IN the hospital......i dont think i need unessesary shit like this to make me feel more miserable.....anyways lucky some of my friends and cousins came.....they took pictures while i was there and i was really excited at first about showing them to my friends .....but now it seems like it isnt pictures of memories.......instead its for unessesary ''PROVES'' i have to make.....from now on.... i'll make my values clear to myself......'' i only trust those who have trust in me''.........

Just what I needed......Fucking shit.........

2009-07-03T22:43:00.000-07:00

Was discharged......Was weak, pale and tired....probably still is......so when i reached home....i went straight to bed and was in bed for nearly two days......the drugs that i got from the doctor's horrible....they make you feel like shit.....well so finally was able to walk around yesterday.... and then i got this message on my phone asking if i was still in the hospital and like two miss calls.....so i messaged the person back.......was to bummed to reply in detailed and my bro was on the house phone so i counldnt call....plus my bill was high so....well, got the chance to talk online in facebook at night.... it turned out fucked up......apparently the person and her friends when to visit me in the hospital....dont know if that was true...dont want to know too.....but obviously they cant see me cuz i was already discharged.....how ironic....so they are saying im making shit up and stuff.....they said that the nurses told them they do not have any of my records...well i have no idea which hospital they went.....anyways...if i was lying...i would be in school now cuz i wouldnt have 9 days mc to cover my ass......plus only hospital give out mc's for more than a week......

In the hospital... :(

2009-07-01T19:45:00.000-07:00

They put in a huge needle for the drip and .....it fucking hurts!!!! In hospitals....doctors are like vampires....they take blood from you....bottles after bottles....ha ha....well after they sucked out enough to satisfy them... I'm completely pale and weak...i had to be wheel- chaired to anywhere and everywhere......and soon they connected the drip....fucking shit... i had to be in diapers as i was unable to go to the toilet...... Had one of the worst sleep and woke up to a boring day.....finally i got my hands on my laptop....to make me feel better and less depressed in this fucking place..... i got two x-rays and two CT scan done now.....the x-rays are to see if i have any crack on my skull....but it turned to be negative...whoohooo....And the CT scan is to see if i have any blood clot.......after the first scan... the doctor suspected a small clot in the back part of the brain...they then told me to rest and that i have to get another scan the next morning....and so i did.....well it turned out fine and i am happy as hell.........I'll be fine i guess, besides having a major concussion....that needs quite a while to recover but the most important thing is that my life isn't in any risks or danger.....

The next day

2009-07-01T19:23:00.000-07:00

So i didnt go to school....cuz...well, who the hell would after that.... My form teacher called while I was still sleeping and my mother had to wake me up to answer it.....she ask what happened and well....i told her....she insisted on a medical certificated so i had to get my hurt ass out of bed, wash up and get going to the doctor....the doctor told my mother that it was quite serious and so refered me to the hospital.....we headed straigt to the emergency room and got some unwanted attention by the doctors......found out that my blood pressure was super low.....and that i got a major concussion...and needed to be warded in right away.....got to the ward and changed into their stupid looking hospital clothes and lay there stoned......Soon came dinner but i was unable to eat....as it was an instruction given by the doctors ....since i was going to be on drips.....so i had to wait for the doctors.....waited, and waited, and waited.....it was fucking BORINGGGGG.........then the police came....the doctors told them to.....i asked why and all they said was: a police report was made by your doctor and so we are here to take your statement... this is very serious but dont worry you are not in trouble.....well obviously....I'm the victim..!!!! at around 9, finally the doctors turned up and examined me......it was wierd and....well they stick thier fingers into places where i feel uncomfortable with....but what could i do, right.........it was really a shitty time for me....

The accident.....

2009-07-01T18:40:00.000-07:00

On the first day of school (June, 29th).....I got into an accident in class. It was the change over of period between mother tongue and social studies... and I was sitting with the back of the chair on my side....The class was noisy as usual and my social studies teacher was late....so I started to talk to one of my best friend....asking her for gum and stuff....we played a little.....later on she went away to talk to my other bestie .....i felt bored and decided to stretch.....bending backwards....while i was stretching, my other class mate....a huge big boy tried to be retarded and pushed the chair towards my head causing a hard blow to the back of my head.....How fucked up and stupid.....and as my head was inbetween the two chairs i was chocking and couldn't really breathe right....and my vision became blurred....I couldnt remember the whole thing exactcally but i could see his legs continuously pushing the chair closer and closer inspite of me screaming...... as i was up-side-down...He finally let go after i shouted a couple of times and i quickly lay my head on the table as it was spining.......Went home that day....with a major headache.and dizzines...puked alot....and didnt really ate much....

holidays are almost over......... : (

2009-06-23T21:44:00.000-07:00

Time....sure flies by fast....its the last week of the holiday and I'm really bummed..... My dad's not in Singapore and I'm grounded for 3 months straight...... I'm seriously having a crappy time....whats worst is that school's in a week or so......and i haven't done any of my homework yet!!!!!.......i really feel eekkyyyy

Twittering ; )

2009-06-21T21:54:00.000-07:00

I've been twittering a lot now....on my phone.....like almost every single minute....like how i had vegetarian chilli and how i was thinking of what else to say....i'll probably write that i'm blogging now too....as long as something pops up, its down in twitter.....I've been following Travis barker, Mark hoppus and Tony hawk...ha ha and they have quite interesting updates......like how travis is spending time with his little humans...and how much fun they had fun at jimmy kimmel together with mark.....Tony mentioned that they shouldnt call it following......they should call it monitoring so that is sound more professional and rad....haha......blink its starting to tour and i hope that at the end of the year or early next when they are having the world tour that they would come to singapore.......i'll start to save right now to ensure the ticket money....its a no-brainer that its going to be the front seat for me when i book them.....so happy that they are back together!!!!! cant wait to see them....and hell yeah i'll find away to sneek in like in the Angles and Airwaves concert........haha hope Tom reconises me.......it'll be RAD!!!!.....

Same old boringness....

2009-06-19T20:26:00.000-07:00

These few days has been a boring routine i wake up to ....and its been such a drag.....i feel caged up and hopeless, losing my focus....

Awsome.....

2009-06-15T20:24:00.000-07:00

GOOOOOD MORNING!!!!!! (with a big smile on my face)....I'm up from my bed and I feel GREAT! I've just had a pretty good breakfast, one I haven't had for a couple of weeks....I had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.....you know.....two slices of wheat bread, with one side spread with crunchy skippy peanut butter and the other with blueberry jelly....mmmmmmmmmm deeeellliisshhhh......haha....too bad that there isnt milk..... : (.....anyways.....i'm in my dad's workplace.... helping him with some stuff.....he's sick so I've gotta help....he just got back from the hospital but he doesn't wanna tell me whats wrong....but yeah.... i'm a little busy now so.......whatever but i think i'm going to have a great day.......i got the gutt feeling about it......apparently i woke up on the right side of the bed today......whoo hooo....!!!!!

LIFE now is such a drag....

2009-06-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

I hate to go on like that.....I've got to wake up to reality....I cant just let my goals, my beliefs, my dreams and work slip through my fingers for no good reason......life has been a drag lately...i've got into some major problems and i've found out that all of them are linked to one another....and now no one could save me....it all depends on myself to pull me up on my two feets again, and to continue walking towards goals and dreams....i know i've got to be strong but being strong is hard......What's pushing me forward and keeping me motivated is that I've heard from people that it will be worth once you reach success.....it hit me last night that i have to start doing thing for myself and on my own now....i could no longer depend on others to back me up or keep thinking that there will always be someone who will catch me or take reaponsibilities for my actions......cus i'm no longer a kid....although part of me wish to still remain one....i'm growing up....i've got to start taking hold of my life.....moulding it.....take reaponsibilities and rely only on myself....cus what i know is that if you want something....you got to get it yourself....no one is going to be there to biring everything to you...and that you've got to start working early cuz......the early bird catches the worm.....listening to time bomb by rancid help..... especially the part when they say: "first thing you learn, you got to make it in this world alone"...... that woke me up and now.....no matter how hard i've to work....no matter how much shit i have to go through or pull through.... i'm willing to work my ass out just to get to where i wanna be in the future and to reach my goals in MY life....

Exams are over, P.A.R.T.Y, here i come.....

2009-05-14T21:03:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah!! exams are over, its time to ppppppartaie!!!!!!!!!!.......hmmmm i wonder what am i going to do?....probably hang out with lorraine and zhuaney...get wasted and have the raddes time of our lives....haha i hope i dont get that wasted like i was in school, like eeerrr one or two weeks ago...it was really fucked up....i couldnt remember shit, all i know is that puked in class.....which amazingly didnt stink, even after being left there for the weekends.....haha. Its funny and kinda retarded how none of the teachers found out, or i'll be d.e.a.d, i guess its just my luck.....Lorraine's friend is going to throw a party somewhere around the corner, to celebrate the end of exams... i hope i could go.... and i hope that there will be lots and lots of boooooooze...Whats a party without alcohol right?....it wont be called a party then, it'll just be called a gathering.....i know its bad how i let alcohol get the better of me, but whatever it drowns my sorrow and takes away all the pain and shit so.....i'll keep drinking untill i feel good without it...cuz right now it gives me what i want, it gives me the best feeling in the world...ok time to watch some prison break.......enough of the typing.

Part two of what happpened

2008-12-08T20:42:00.000-08:00

when the concert started........i was standing right in front of them......i saw david and he smiled and winked at me....tom came near me and i accidentaly pulled his pants he turned around and acted angry, then pointed to his dick and said.....: you wanrt some of this...haha. After a few songs, David smiled at me again and gave me his pick.....some dumbass then snached it from me,... fortunately he saw it and handed me another one.....WhoooHoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the only set back was everyone was pushing me....Grown ups......GROWN MEN.......BIG HUGE ONES... they were squishing me like a bug.....love that day........!!!!!!!!!!

7th December: Angles & Airwaves concert!!!!!!!!

2008-12-08T18:51:00.000-08:00

I know today's the 9th but i hadnt any time to blog this, but now i do so........
on the 7th december 2008(which is two days ago), i went to NUS cultural thingy, i dont really know where, for the angles and airwaves concert, me and my brother reached the place at 5 and waited for some of our friends. Some time later they reached and then we hung out abit, we found it very boring so we decided to walk around then we heard some songs coming from the girls toilet, my bro's friend(a guy) then went in...we then heard more of it coming from the side and went up the stairs, we found a secret passage that is blocked by a red string thing, climbed over it like hooligans, went up afew more staircases(the music was louder) then my bro found this lighted room, he pushed open the door and.... we saw tom, david, matt and atom.... they were rehersing and doing a soound check. I shouted for tom but the music was to loud and he didnt hear me....then later my bro's friend ran up to david secretly and talked to him and the band but sadly tom wasnt there he went to cool off or something.......(we got kicked out though, by the stupid security guard, and was told not to do it again or they will have to take our tickets away) the band was ok with us fans talking to them...its just the guard that is a butthead.....anyways we're the only one who got to see them sound checking and that was really cool......the concert was really great and i wish they do come to s'pore again.....

Old postings deleted

2008-12-03T21:55:00.000-08:00

Yup! i''ve deleted some of the old postings. lol, cuz it was to messy... Last night i had a full workout and, yes, i did sweat like a pig. haha. then i went home to wipe it all on my brother...after drying out, i didnt take any shower of any sort-on perpose, got butt naked, and went straight to bed, smelling like (i dont even know if there a word for that strong of a stench), and amazingly had the best sleep in my whole life......woke up-felling great!hahahahahahahahhahahahaha!!!!!!! ok i was just joking.... i went home, i did take a shower, wore clean clothes, watch a couple series of prison break till my eyes felt like they were going to bulge out.....and closed my eyes for a couple of mins, the next thing i knew i was up feeling groggy, and with the sunlight shinning in my eyes...went to the toilet, stare at myslelf for a while-till i felt setisfied... after cleaning up and brushing my teeth, i went to the kitchen and got myself some wonderful breakfast (cereal that has turned soft and milk that has been expierd for a few days)- oh i just love that for breakfast.........then set down on the sofa, stoned for a while, felt lazy and tired, so when to turn on the com and..............here i am writting this....so there you have it.....a morning or afternoon(whichever you prefer) with me...

Starting again...

2008-12-01T18:51:00.001-08:00

hi all, l0ng time since i wrote, been buzy,but here i am now starting to write again. A few days ago i went to sistic to get my angles and airwaves(front row seat) tickets, its the first time they are in s'pore, so whoohoo! and yesturday...... i got new i phone HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isnt this what christmas is all about.... giving and taking.... i've got the taking, but i'm still not done with it yet, cuz its still the begining of december and i'm not quite sure i want to do the giving...haha(just joking). Dont worry guys you will get something from me, as you all know i give the best presents (i kid, i kid).....two days ago i came back from my trip, was very very exhusted so i went to sleep, but it was already 2 in the morning. I woke up the next morning at 9 as i was suppose to call mr tan, then i found out that his flight was postponed so i told him i was tired and went to sleep again haha...... I really will miss him though......